Thursday, September 29, 2005

Today, we celebrate our bodies in an entirely innocent way.
I was struck by Spinning Girl's "Unspun", and so decided to participate.

These are extremely hard posts for me. I am entirely disenchanted with my body, and have been since I was ten years old. I am glad it is only "Half" Nekkid, and not fully nude.

My body is a warzone, for me. I eat, and hate myself, so eat more. And the cycle goes around and around. When I see pictures of myself, I don't revel in them. I don't enjoy them. I feel awkward and wrongly accused: "There's the big girl." My outsides don't match what's inside.

But I am pleased to say these Half Nekkids are helping. I am starting small, with the things about myself I truly, truly love. Maybe, one day, I can get a little bit more proud of this machine, my body.
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